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Different Definition

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 12:43:31 GMT

My boss gave me a lead the other day and told me the decision maker is very good looking and tall. She did think he might not be that young but I thought that's ok. I do fancy older men.

The meeting was earlier on. I even bought my fake lashes...just in case I have time for some touch up.

Met him..and I thought "Boss, you must be joking". He is an uncle le and tall? Not really. I was wearing a shorter pair of heels today and he wasn't much taller.

How disappointing haha..I cannot trust the ladies in my office anymore

Friday, April 03, 2009

Fri, 03 Apr 2009 12:33:05 GMT

ok i tried my best to amend the names...

but why does my site still comes up when i do a search

alamak it's so frustrating. given my limited knowledge of IT (i took 3 yrs to link up my laptop to the internet)..may be i will work it out in 2019 lol

Amazing April

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 05:25:22 GMT

Wow xanga so totally changed that it took me 3 mins to figure out how to add an entry

Anyway it is amazing april..I am loving it.

Did I tell you i have got a new ang moh colleague. To begin with, he taught me a few new words

1)random

It means weird

2)blinked

When you say someone is blinked, you are saying he or she is only focused on what lies ahead and oblivious to the surrounding

3)half caste

Ppl who are mixed

4)ginger

it refers to ang moh who are not blond. apparently if you have a ginger baby its really unlucky. BTW he is blond with blue eyes..with a bloody sexy accent.

5)defo

short for definitely

The list goes on. He's fun. He came into office today wearing a causal shirt and jeans and...flip flops! I was like what do u think u r doing haha. A while back we had this conversation abt how even though its dressed down Friday, we can't wear jeans and obviously no slippers. Like at least a pair of heels for the ladies la. Then he lament abt what's the point of having dressed-down Fridays when all you do is to wear maybe a brighter shirt and a non-black bottom. So he actually went ahead and prove his point today...came in flip flop!! My god, thankfully he wore jeans and not berms.

He's really kinda cute as well & I am not the only one to think so. He caught a few ladies giving him a second look while at lunch haha. He drinks like a fish as well...having a drink means having a alcoholic drink...so far the only non alcoholic stuff i have caught him drinking is plain water.

Monday, December 31, 2007

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 06:25:58 GMT

I mourn the end of 2007 with the lost of my clutch.

Went clubbing & lost my clutch...the rest is history.Had to replace hp, locks&keys,credit cards, atm card, ID. Someone must have cursed me real bad..is it that lady whom I didnt give way to the other way..is this that guy whom I had refused to keep the lift door opened for? Sigh it's much better to feel its the result of my own carelessness...& not becoz I had been mean to someone & she/he curse me to the pits..It's juz my own carelessness right?;)

So thankful for my dear sis who helped me through EVERYTHING..from being ard when the locksmith's here..to getting the keys duplicated..she's my guardian angel.I said a little prayer last night...giving Thanks to God for letting my sis continues being as sweet as she always is...for not changing her one bit.

Anyway in the midst of the anxiety of losing my assets of the night...I committed an offence-drunk dialing...ok i wasnt drunk..but I did dial a number which means a lot..wanted to see if he's out and if he is, perhaps he can come over & accompany me while I wait ard for my clutch to appear? Used my frd's phone to dial & it rang for a long while..I was getting disappointed when then I heard him saying Hello. I didnt mutter a word..i dunno whether its becoz a\ the background was quiet, which means he's not out. b\ i juz dunno wat to say. Should be a combination of both reasons.He hung up after a few Hellos. It was nice hearing his voice though...made me recall the teleconversations which we had. Just checked with my frd if he called back asking who is this. He didnt call back to the number...must be thinking its juz a prunk/wrong call? Maybe he did suspect its me...but just thought I called coz I was drunk.

In summary for the year 2007..it has been a less "exciting"year as compared to the previous year. 2006 was the year I started working & having disposable income.It was also the year I dated tom, dick & harry..I had no lack of male attention..some were really nice guys..the others became my regret.Had a lot of great parties as well. 2007 thus "pale in comparison". I continued in the same job..luckily the $ does get better..I only dated iwillthinkofaname I had gone for much fewer parties..my social life has turned pretty bland. 2 major disasters to handle (the lost of my clutch is the 2nd)...so to conclude its a bland year coupled with a few disasterious events. But I have really matured...glad to have loved as well..still lost in the end but oh well juz had to let it go.

Year 2008 would be the year I get things done...like learning how to drive. Learning how to swim & maybe have a change of hairstyle;)

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 11:53:08 GMT

Note to self: Never ever go do manicure during lunch time.

I had only my lonesome self for lunch the other day & so after a quick lunch, I went to check out this manicure outlet near my office. The lady told me half an hr later, I can leave the place with french manicured nails. But it ended up taking me an hr plus. Geez on that day I ended up taking a 2 hrs plus lunch and the best part is the minute I stepped into the office, I saw my boss. She must be wondering whether I am the boss instead. And because I had no extra time to dry my nails properly b4 leaving, the white tips ended up all smeared by the time I reached my desk. I was complaining to iwillthinkofaname that I should have donate the $ to charity instead. He said that charity should be him. Also had to leave work later that day cox I took such a looong lunch break.Leaving later means bad traffic;(.

Luckily I managed to fix the smeared ends with some glittery nail color..and now it actually looked quite nice! I never had pink on my nails before and I am surprised by how decent they looked on me.Will upload pics in a heartbeat.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 11:01:23 GMT

Was exchanging a few SMS with iwillthinkofaname the other day..and the conversation went on to me asking him Why is he so eager to be friends, so soon? Would it make him feel better?

After some thoughts he said "It's not to make him feel better. He just feels that love can exist in many relations, besides being a couple"

I wish I can see things the way he does.

Someone commented I always seem very affected after talking to him. I guess I always get disappointed all over again after each conversation.Anyway he's living the life he wants now..working till eleven-ish even on a sat. Such passion...

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 13:36:14 GMT

Have not had anything for you gals for quite a while.

I didnt feel like going on and on abt it in this space. A friend commented that I seem pretty ok this time round. Hell no. This time, there is just a strong desire to keep it private. Why? Maybe even when the relationship was in existent, there were stuff which I couldnt mention in this blog..stuff which I couldnt really tell anyone abt. Thus since I can't tell the whole story, I might as well not write anything abt it.

I did write myself a few private posts though..I also wrote something in my diary. FYI, I only write in this diary, which I have kept since I was ten I think, when its a matter of life and death;p Nah more like when I am choked with emotion or feel like I am living out my worst nightmare ever. Which is why this diary still has many empty pages even after having it all these years..which is good. Drama is only good on the screen, the reel life and not the real life.

I think the worst combination is when U feel like your world has come to a standstill and U r literally doing nothing day in day out. I been having difficulty waking up for work since...in the earlier days, it was becoz I wld spent some time thinking abt memories but now it's becoz there's juz nothing to look forward to at the end of the day. I asked myself what's there to get out of bed for. But before you start thinking I have gone into depression, I did made some baby steps:-

I no longer detest going out coz I juz want to stay home and think abt memories
I have quit trying to figure out what the hell was he thinking
I have started to buy things again
Colleagues have stopped asking if I were sick or why I looked some sad
I have started to read ppl's blogs again..to read abt their perfect lives
I have stopped praying abt certain things

This must be a sure sign that his prayers for me are working. He was nice right till the end, he said I would always be in his prayers. I sometime wonder how he would feel if he sees me dating someone new sometime soon. I expect him to be either (a)truly happy for me and glad that his prayers are working..since he always lament I am this super duper nice gal and (classic!) I deserved someone who will be a better man than he ever will be or (b)ah you serial dater! Before we went out and during the initial stage, he always teased me for being a serial dater. Anyway I think it would be the former reaction. But while I am glad he still cares abt my well being and I am always in his prayer(dun ask me why I am sure..I know becoz it's typical him), it doesnt actually warm my heart. It's like...Dun presume what kind of man i should be dating..dun presume what is best for me...dun presume I could only be happy if i date a certain kind of men.

I am tired. I will talk to you again.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 04:23:12 GMT

Just came back from an early lunch.. yeah one of those days.

Anyway I have something really excited to share..I be going to Taipei next weekend. This is the one time where I am glad my dear iwillthinkofaname is so smart..he won this competition organized by a bunch of boh liao Taiwanese and he is invited to go Taiwan to collect his prize. How brilliant he..haha which means I get to tag along

I am so so excited, I have been wanting to go to that marvelous city for ages but have never gotten around to doing it. I am going to so so enjoy the sights, the food and of coz my excellent company.

I be departing next Friday..coming back late on Monday. The only drawback is I gotta fly by Jetstar..which means 4.5 hours w/o food, drink and company!! iwillthinkofaname is flying on thurs instead..and he be coming back on an earlier SQ flight coz it has all already been pre-arranged by the company. So I be taking the flight there alone and back alone too..and I dun have a mp3 player..anyone nice enough to loan me hers? Hee…

I have one thing up my sleeves..he has promised to take me to Lawry’s if he wins this competition since the prize $ is 4 digit*ka-ching ka-ching*..and coincidently, Taipei has a Lawry’s branch..how sweet..I am going to make the booking now hee

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 04:04:24 GMT

Went shopping over the weekend...just couldnt resist having a piece of the GSS action.

Bought 2 working shirts, 2 skirts, 1 top and a dress..all under 150 bucks..how cool is that. It feels sweet getting almost every item on a discount of some sorts. The 2 shirts were from Pull and Bear..surprise surprise.. they were cheap..nicely cut, just that the material get creased easily..but I am sure there's nothing my trusty iron can't do;p I just realised I have developed a dangerous penchant for..expensive shoes. I find myself looking through racks and racks of expensive shoes, look at the price and goes "Erm well that's quite ok" Dangerous..think it all started with my purchase of this pair from river island..although i did get them at half price!

I also realised my colleagues have this mistaken assumption about me..that I am always buying new clothes and shoes (ok this part is true) and that i dun save..the conversation which verify this goes like this:

Boss: Don't worry, $xxx is still with me. I didnt charge it out to you yet coz you know right client Y might ask for the money back.

Colleague A: ya! Imagine if boss had charged out the $ to you and later on if the client ask for it to be returned..I think you have to return by clothes. Hahaha

Boss: But I can't fit into her stuff

Geez..I do save alright..the stuff I buy are non pricey thats why..I hardly buy big ticket items...they are usually gifts ha ha.

I can't wait to be off medication..someone in my dept fell sick AGAIN and i caught the virus AGAIN and the best part is she still have the cheek to ask " Eh you having sore throat/ cough ah" , to which I simply replied "Erm no la. I am just having whatever you are having" Geez.. Guess you could tell I dun like her very much...

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Sat, 26 May 2007 05:06:15 GMT

I am late...

Not for my period but in watching Spideyman

I only juz caught it earlier in the week, after the whole of SG has watched it. My verdict is that...its fabulous!!! Why are all my friends' reviews slanted towards "so-so", "boring", "ok la". I think its quite good wat...maybe I watched it at the IMax..but erm it was entertaining..the only drawback is that it has a tad too many characters and the sandman looked ridiculously out of place...I mean he's like one slow granny compared to the rest of the agile dudes.

Anyway we were kinda running late for the show..and iwillthinkofaname is anal about getting seated before the show get started..he feel his cinema experience is only complete with watching the trailers as well. So he sped. Driving at 110 km/hr. That was the 1st time I have seen him drive sOoooO fast.He usually maintain at 70 km/hr..even during one fine very late night, where he was driving me back home from changi (read: journey is long and the road is quite empty). I was puzzled I mean it was late and changi is damn far from my house...so i tot he drove slowly because I was leaning on him...but he continued driving at this speed even when I sat up...His reason was 70 is a comfortable speed and why do I want to get home so early for? We can spend some time togets during the journey...haha...he's romantic in this weird way..and I felt a little queer looking at all those cars zooming past us...really every single car was zooming past us.

Anyway he's studying for his exams now...he's kinda stressed that he asked me to go ahead and make plans to watch pirates of the carribean with my friends..knowing that he has no time to go out much.Sigh now his mom is the luckier one since iwillthinkofaname has allocated his only day off to be on sunday and on sunday he stays at home, always. It is sortof like a family day for them i guess...even his brother doesnt go out with his GF...